There are many moments in my life that I reflect back on where I have come from and the decisions I have had to make to get me to the wonderful life that I have now. National Suicide Prevention week is this week and it is a moment and time for many of us including myself to reflect back upon making the decision to stay alive. Growing up I suffered from severe depression and to this day the thoughts are still haunting. I wish I could say that it all goes away as time goes by,